Leftover - December Dismember (Lirik)

I made a mistake that you'll never forget
Now I'm drowning in my own regret
Can i hate myself for losing the one i love the most
Good memories are the worst, because it hurting you the most
Praying relieving, from the feeling that torturing.
I thought i will be strong
I've never been so wrong

Hate me, there's nothing left to stay
Hate me, can't see the other way
Hate me, I'll never be the same
Hate me, i am the only one to blame

At the moment I'm losing you
Deep inside me i know I'm losing myself too
I know that you will watch me sinking,
And I know that you will watch me fading
Will standing in the rain wash away this agonizing pain?

I have to learn to let you go..
I don't want to be the weight on your shoulder
When it hard to recover
I got nothing more to offer

You can see, that i hide the cry
All regrets lay in mind, buried beneath fake smile
I feel so stuck in between, struggle in the dark or go out where the world on fire.

"Farewell, yet think not such farewell a change
From tenderness, tho' once to meet or part
But on short absence so could sense derange
That tears have graced the greeting of my heart;
They were proud drops and had my leave to fall,
Not on thy pity for my pain to call."
- Robert Seymour Bridge, The Growth of Love

My life devided in two, before and after you
I know that you will watch me sinking,
And I know that you will watch me fading
Will standing in the rain wash away this agonizing pain?

I wish i could turn back time
Show you how sorry i am
But words don't come with ease
To tell you all apologies
I feel the thrill
This nightmare feels so real
An emptiness that I can't fill

Leftover merupakan band emotive post-hardcore/skramz yang terbentuk di Malang,Indonesia. Lagu "December Dismember" berasal dari mini album mereka "Mistake I Need to Make EP". Silakan mampir di Bandcamp.